When the Lord repeats words or phrases in the scriptures, we should take heed and listen. He clearly wants us to pay attention to whatever He is trying to impart. When the Lord so graciously and remarkably repeats certain verses, or a verse to you personally via different means, then our ears perk up, do they not?! This happened to me recently. I read a handful of devotionals each morning and one of them had this verse that I looked up and starred. “The Lord your God is with you, he is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoice over you with singing.” (Zephaniah 3:17)
I read this on a Sunday morning, and that same afternoon in my dad’s worship service at his facility, this verse was the Scripture reading for the day! My ears instantly perked up, and I thought to myself, I might want to memorize this verse, as it is being repeated to me the same day I read it. The Chaplain at my dad’s facility, her name is Diane ( this Godly woman is seemingly filled with a joy that overflows, more on this in a later blogpost) was joyfully remarking, “God sings over us! Think about that… the Creator of the universe! There will be no more shame, we will be free to respond to his love!” (This is not an exact quote but very close, she was imparting to us how amazing that is, that the God of the Universe will be singing over us, that He delights in us!) Humans who are but dust, a “mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes” (James 4:14b) Doesn’t that just blow your mind? It does mine! Then, why do I continue to be so down in the dumps? Is it current circumstances? The dreaded time of a women’s life that begins with an “M” and ends with a “pause”? Am I stuck in the horizontal and need to be more vertical? Probably a mixture of all the above. Perhaps that is why the Lord repeated to me that He is with me, that He is mighty to save, that He takes great delight in me, that He will quiet me with His love, and that someday He will rejoice over me with singing. If that doesn’t humble you and make you awe-struck I don’t know what will. Thank you Lord for this reminder! Thank you that you are with me.
As I pushed forward and backward the seemingly heavy vacuum and saw the white pup hair that was being taken away little by little, I lost it. Literally had a breakdown right there in the living room. The room was quiet except for the hum of the vacuum. It did not matter that no one was around, I could not help but bawl uncontrollably thinking of our beloved Gidget and the fact that we had to put yet another dog down...
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I will never forget the excitement I had going into a meeting with one of my professors, Dr. J back in grad school. I had the idea of launching a Christian clothing business from way back when and he had a side business that helped start-ups. I came prepared with all my notes, my hand-drawn ideas scribbled into a notebook from years ago and a prototype of a zip-up hoodie that had embroidered crosses and verses stitched all over it. I was so excited! See, Dr. J, now this is what I’m talking about! See this cool hoodie??!! It’s a nicer, higher-end product that I really think people would buy! He, of course, has far more knowledge than I and he is asking questions and pondering it all…thankfully not anything like “Shark Tank”; I would never have survived that type of questioning. He was genuinely being a kind fella and hearing me out. At the end of our meeting (as I am walking out) he asked me to write a “Theology of a Hoodie.” K…. hmmm….ok. That’s it? What on earth does he mean, I thought? I also thought, are you kidding me dude, you know full well how many books and papers we must write in graduate school and now you are asking me to (for fun) write a theology of a hoodie?!
Well, here it is almost 8 years later. (BTW I still do not know exactly what he was asking for, however, I have a far better understanding of hoodies after creating and selling them for almost 3 years now). “Theology” means a theological theory or system” I am going with just the theory or system; my guess is that was what he was asking for?
So, here is my brief explanation of how the system works, at least in my case.
Don’t ya love it when someone visibly looks shocked (not fake-shocked for like a tip or something), but, really stunned when you casually mention that you are about to turn 50?! ME TOO!! Hey, I’ll take fake-shocked sometimes. As I ponder this new year, the running thread at the forefront in my mind is about turning 50 in October. Can I lose 20-30 lbs. in that time frame? Is that even possible? Does that mean completely giving up sweets and bread? Will my legs ever look like they did in my 30’s? What can I do to my face/neck/hands to get ahead of this aging thing?
Then I swing to other side and think, really, why does it even matter? Why does it matter if some stranger thinks you are younger than you are? Like you are cheating the system somehow, like you got better genes (jeans?) than someone else? I mean, does it truly matter?!