My husband and I are in the thick of, probably, the most difficult season we have ever experienced thus far in our lives and have been stretched seemingly beyond our capacity; we feel as if we are no longer elastic. Now, I am fully aware that it could be far worse (cancer, war, house burning down etc...) than what we are going through currently, I get that. I do. You know, we all have our own seasons that differ when we wonder how the heck can we keep going on like this?! Where we get to that place of saying that something's just got to give! Something. Anything. Just one thing. And, for whatever reason the Lord has yet to provide any semblance of relief. All that to say, and above it all, the Lord has been beyond gracious to us during this most difficult season. He has provided for us abundantly! Above and beyond what we could imagine or deserve. We are beyond grateful for the Lord's provision. And, yet, we still feel as if we cannot continue one more day status quo. Hmmm…maybe He is conforming us to look more and more like Jesus Christ? (Romans 8:28-30)
2. Cause or allow (someone or something) to have (something; especially something abstract); provide or supply with.
synonyms: allow, permit, grant, accord
And, when we think that there is no possible way to continue one more day/minute/hour, the Lord provides!! He truly is the Giver of all good gifts (James 1:17).
He grants us rest, peace, energy, strength when we are weary (Is. 40:29), grace, mercy, and above all hope. We still have hope. Thanks be to God.
As I pushed forward and backward the seemingly heavy vacuum and saw the white pup hair that was being taken away little by little, I lost it. Literally had a breakdown right there in the living room. The room was quiet except for the hum of the vacuum. It did not matter that no one was around, I could not help but bawl uncontrollably thinking of our beloved Gidget and the fact that we had to put yet another dog down...
What do you do when you lose a beloved pet? Kelly Sue shares her and her husband's journey through their grieving process of losing their beloved dog, Gidget, and how Barkin Dogs Rescue found them not one, but two new pups to adopt and love!
I will never forget the excitement I had going into a meeting with one of my professors, Dr. J back in grad school. I had the idea of launching a Christian clothing business from way back when and he had a side business that helped start-ups. I came prepared with all my notes, my hand-drawn ideas scribbled into a notebook from years ago and a prototype of a zip-up hoodie that had embroidered crosses and verses stitched all over it. I was so excited! See, Dr. J, now this is what I’m talking about! See this cool hoodie??!! It’s a nicer, higher-end product that I really think people would buy! He, of course, has far more knowledge than I and he is asking questions and pondering it all…thankfully not anything like “Shark Tank”; I would never have survived that type of questioning. He was genuinely being a kind fella and hearing me out. At the end of our meeting (as I am walking out) he asked me to write a “Theology of a Hoodie.” K…. hmmm….ok. That’s it? What on earth does he mean, I thought? I also thought, are you kidding me dude, you know full well how many books and papers we must write in graduate school and now you are asking me to (for fun) write a theology of a hoodie?!
Well, here it is almost 8 years later. (BTW I still do not know exactly what he was asking for, however, I have a far better understanding of hoodies after creating and selling them for almost 3 years now). “Theology” means a theological theory or system” I am going with just the theory or system; my guess is that was what he was asking for?
So, here is my brief explanation of how the system works, at least in my case.
Don’t ya love it when someone visibly looks shocked (not fake-shocked for like a tip or something), but, really stunned when you casually mention that you are about to turn 50?! ME TOO!! Hey, I’ll take fake-shocked sometimes. As I ponder this new year, the running thread at the forefront in my mind is about turning 50 in October. Can I lose 20-30 lbs. in that time frame? Is that even possible? Does that mean completely giving up sweets and bread? Will my legs ever look like they did in my 30’s? What can I do to my face/neck/hands to get ahead of this aging thing?
Then I swing to other side and think, really, why does it even matter? Why does it matter if some stranger thinks you are younger than you are? Like you are cheating the system somehow, like you got better genes (jeans?) than someone else? I mean, does it truly matter?!